It's so hard...

It's so hard to not correct the stupid. To not slap people who want to pray for me. To not run idiots off the road. To not just fucking do it myself. To not rat one more cookie. To not just finish the bottle. To not flip over the scrabble board. To not roll my eyes. To not scream. To not be snarky on everyone's Facebook post. To not laugh in face of adversity. 
It's so hard to be kind. To say thank you. To pay for my own idiocy. To know I've done an injustice. To be the better person.
It's so hard...to not make an innuendo. That is really hard. Like, super hard. Oh my god it's hard.
Tee hee hee.